Hey there T, I sure wish I saved my entries from your site on the hard drive, but then, you know whats in my heart. Miss you, Love you, I will write more later. I dont feel good today. Hugs, Your best bud, Peg
Happy Birthday Taylor! Hugs from here to heaven. Keep watch over all of our loved ones. Wishing you the best birthday party ever. Love you, miss you. Hugs, Your best bud, Peg
Happy Turkey Day Taylor. I love you! Hugs Peg
Hey there T, Did you send all this snow here? I know you liked watching the snow cover the trees. LOL Make it stop... soon! Im freezing. :) Love you! Hugs, your best bud, Peg -- ps. Tag You're It!
Hey there T, Watch over Emma. She is having a tough time. Also watch over all our SMA angels here on earth. Cole, Connor, MJ, Hannah are just a few who are having tough winter and it isnt really winter yet. I was so sick all of November. Keep the angels in line there T. LOL I know you can do it. Wish me luck on my 30th season with WHS hoop. Miss you! Love you very very much and always will. Hugs, your best bud, Peg. P.S. Tag You're It.... My students are perpetuating our game. They love hearing stories about you and I. And I LOVE TELLING THEM! Love ya baby.
It's good to have it back, I thought I'd lost this for good. Hi boo-boo...I know you are doing good, you tell me everyday. I see you in all that is around me, everyday. I love you, I miss you. Daddy
Hey there T, Keep watch over Laurie and Mark. Rough days without their Marshall. Hope you are the best of friends with him. Watch over me too buddy. I am sick again. I cant imagine what it was like for you and all the other SMA buddies who couldnt cough on your own. My hope is that it wasnt so bad and that in some small way, I made things a little easier. I miss your mischievous grin, and your sparkling eyes. I miss shopping for you, especially at this time of the year. What a hole in my heart. But Im sure its even worse for your loved ones. (too many to count) Keep up the angel work I know you are fantastic at and so loving. Miss you from here to heaven and back. Love you even more. Watch over my mommy too. Things are slowly changing. ----------Time marches on. Another year without you. Another Christmas. Some days, I sit and wonder what trouble we would be causing. We did have such fun together. Thanks for being my best bud and for letting me be yours. Its a time I will never forget and will always, always be so grateful to God for sending you to me. Love you baby. Hugs from here to heaven, your best bud, Peg ---- p.s. Tag You're It... ;) p.p.s. Merry Christmas Taylor
Merry Christmas Taylor! Love you, Peg
Hi Boo-Boo, Merry Christmas!! It was just the awy I like it, quiet, with thoughts of you and how each Christmas for you was becoming more and more special. Your time here seemed so short, but has made a forever impact. Christmas for me has a totally different meaning since you were here and have since moved on... So many new babies have come since you moved on, mostly boys to add to the already large numbers of boys in my family, as usual...Jack, Peter, Michael, Chris, Josh, Philip and a few more, all boys...Busta...all boys, except my god-daughters, Diamond...and now Tokyo...she will be my newest god-child,and a girl. The world needs more girls, it curves all that male energy that is so turning the world upside down these days. I know you pass on a little of your wisdom to each of them as they come into this world. I miss you so much, I can't believe you have been gone for so long, I still have your smell in my nose, your face is my eyes, and your heart in my heart. You taught me so much about LOVE and how to cherish it...the one thing is this world that should be cherished. Everything else should be let go...I always thought I would have to let you go to move on, but I know now that I don't have to hold on, nor let go...you are just there,everywhere, blessing me, watching over me, and allowing me to become all that I am and all that I can be. I love you, boo-boo, I miss you, and I will be with you soon. daddy
Hi My Most Beautiful. Tomorrow will be the start of another year. I don't believe how long ago it was that you went on your final journey. I see so many sick little children here at the hospital and it makes me sad. This time of year is really hard because I have so many memories of you, Jimmie, Grandmumzie,and Uncle Tinney spending Christmas together and how much fun we had. There were not many but I will always remember them. Keep watching over Daddy, Mommy and Peg, and Little Jim as these are hard holidays for them also. Love and Kisses. Grandma HiHo.
HNY Taylor... love ya, miss ya, hugs your best bud Peg
Hi, I have been introduced to Taylor though my friend Peg ("Sheggy") Bailey, who cared for her as a nurse and a friend; she said they became "best buds." Peg has told people at church about Taylor and about SMA. We are glad that they came to know and love each other. Jody Williams, 1/2/04.
Hey there T, Watch over Connor and his family. They have had a rough week. Continue to watch over Cole. His mommy made the cutest calendar. Im hoping to do the same thing for you. Love you very much, hugs from here to heaven and back. Your best bud, Peg
Hey there T, Watch over Laurie and Mark. They need our prayers more than ever now. Miss you! Love you, hugs your best bud, Peg
Happy Valentine's Day Taylor! Love you, miss you. Hugs, your best bud Peg
Hey there T, A few more SMA angels came your way this week. Watch over their families. Hugs from here to heaven and back. Love ya baby. hugs, Peg p.s. Tag You're It! :)
Hey there T, Take care of Christina. Hope you got those balloons I let off in the snow storm. LOL Miss you, Love you, hugs, Peg
Hey there T. Keep watch over MJ, Skyler, Taleah, Emma Mc. and all the other sick buddies here on earth. Also if you could say a little extra prayer for my upcoming season, I sure would appreciate it. Its awesome to have you on my side. :) Miss you more than I can ever express. Love you! hugs---your best bud, Peg p.s. I do miss our little games, Nothing up my sleeve, Presto! Tag you're it! Love ya baby.
Hey there T, So many people came to the 4-4-04 event today for Connor. It was fun. I sent off a ton of balloons for you! Hugs Your best bud, Peg
Hoppy Easter Taylor! Hope the Easter Bunny in heaven brought you tons of stuff. The Sox game was fun. Love you! Miss you! Your best bud, Peg -- Tag You're It! :)
Hey there T, Watch over the kitty. She is with you now. Let out that wonderful giggle you have and let her know she was loved and will be loved just as you are... forever. hugs your best bud, miss you, love you, Peg
Hi My Most Beautiful. It does not seem that you went away so long ago. It seems like it was just yesterday. You are constantly in my thoughts. You must be very busy looking out for all the sick children as well as your own family and dear friends that you left behind. Well we have another one for you to put your arms around. Auntie June is not doing well. She has cancer and is fighting it with all her might. She needs your strength to get through these hard times. I know you are constantly in her thoughts and prayers and if it is fate that she join you and all her other loved ones there with you she will be another shinning star we can all talk to through you. Keep looking out for your Daddy, Mommy and Sheggy. Love and kisses always.
Hey there T, As we celebrate Mother's day, your entire family is in my thoughts and prayers. Give everyone an extra hug from me. Hope you are enjoying the kitty. We are soon going to get another one. Keep watch over all of us. Hugs, Love ya Taylor, your best bud, Peg
Hey there T, I had a lot of fun playing Winnie the Pooh yesterday. It sure was hot... Then I had a blast visiting with everyone. It was a lot of fun. As always, I miss you! Love you, hugs your best bud, Peg
HI Boo-Boo, I miss you, I miss you everyday. I see you in my life everyday...I am often visited by lady bugs and butterflies. They remind me of our walks in the park. Spring was always good because it meant you made it through another winter...the air is fresh, and you could go outside for a walk, or to the park. I can't help but believe you are watching over me, as life continues to take care of me. Since you've given me the ability to enjoy each day as a new day, it has been with less effort that I see how forturnate I have been. I must battle with the saddness of not having you here, but I know you are in the ultimate place...no more suffering. There is a certain degree of reverence for suffering and struggle, never the less, it can cloud one's ability to see good fortune. You are with me always, your heart is my home. My only true struggle is finding a way to open my heart to enjoy all the things you gave me. I am so weary of adding to that feeling of loss inside me. Even though I know that the only way that hole will be filled is to let something in...somehow, I think you will have something to do with that. I love you, I miss you, and I will be with you soon... Daddy
Hey there T, As always missing you.. Love you--Peg p.s. Tag You're It! Give my Paul the hugest hug for his bday.
Dear Taylor, Watch over the newest angel. She is a friend from MA. Gilly (hard g, so you know how to say her name) was a cutie I met last year. Her little heart gave out last nite. Watch over her mommy & daddy T. They need it. Gilly is their shining star, just as you are for me and your whole family. Watch over Cyndee too. Keep Ricky on his toes. He's shy but I know you will take good care of him. Miss you more than I can ever express. Love ya baby. Hugs, your best bud, Peg p.s. Tag You're It!
Hey there T, Another hoop camp done. Love you, miss you, Hugs Peg
Dearest Taylor, Another angel is with you. Keep Taleah close. Watch over her. Her family will miss her as much as we miss you. Give her a ride on your bike. Love you T. Miss you, hugs -- your best bud, Peg
Dear Taylor, Another of my dearest friends has joined your team in Heaven. Keep Emma close. She is a wonderful person, as Im sure you have already found that to be true. She will make you laugh. She is a lot of fun to be around. Im sending huge hugs from here to heaven. Tomorrow marks 13 years since Paul passed away. Keep him close too. Love you baby! Miss you. Ride your bike on over and say Hey to everyone I know. hugs, your best bud, Peg
Dearest Taylor, Long day today. Give my Paul the hugest hug from me. I miss him so much. Love you baby. Hugs, your best bud, Peg
Hey there T, As always you are loved and missed dearly. I let off a few balloons for you. Take care of my other buds. I love you! Miss you. Hugs, your best bud, Peg
Dear Taylor, I finally met your Best Bud, Peg, last night. What a great lady - and how very lucky she is to have known you during your short time here. Hugs from here to heaven. Love, Andrea
Hey there T, Keep an eye on Cole. He needs our prayers. And Jerika too. She isnt feeling her usual spunky self. Two more SMA angels came your way this month, Jet and Maddie, along with my Aunt Pauline. Take very good care of them. Make the aunt take a ride on your bike with you. Hey also make Emma go for a ride. I couldnt get her to go anywhere. LOL --Miss you more than words will ever convey. You are just the best. Keep watch over me. Love you, hugs, your best bud, Peg .................. p.s. Tag You're It!
Hi Boo-Boo, As I'm sure you know, I talked to Mommy today. It has been a long time. It was a good. I felt you all around me, as we talked about you. She is very sad, as am I...but, I think its harder on the Mommy's of the world. I think of all those children in Russia killed in the terrorist act, I think of my Mommy losing her son, and so many other Mommies that lose their children to SMA...the death of a child is a difficult thing for the mind to wrap around. But, one thing I know is...Mommy and I came together to make you. I realize I will never "top" my position as your dad...instead, I am doing my best to live within the explosion of life that you brought into this world. I am only one of the thousands of poeple that you have touched...yet, fortunate enough to have been so close to you. Thank you for carrying Mommy and I full circle, back into each others lives...we are the closest we have to you. It is clear after talking with Mommy, that you knew what was going on...you knew when you were leaving. And now, I know all that you said to me was not my imagination...and all that I hear from you now is not just my wish...it is the same calm, melodic, beautiful voice...the one that used to call me "daddy...!". Today is a special day...things came in to alignment...I felt alive. The one door that had not been opened was Mommy. She is strong, just like you. I try to tell her that...you are all the best of both of us...which means neihter of us can be all bad, although we may feel that way sometimes. I know you are always watching over me, showing me which way to go...thank you. Continue to keep watch over Mommy. Eventually, she will realize that you chose us from way on high before you started in Mommy's tummy. I feel special knowing I was your choice as daddy...and I will do all I can to help your mother see that she was the first choice....MOMMY. I Love you, boo-boo, daddy
Hey there T, Lots of hugs and balloons sent your way this week. The fundraisers went very well. Miss you! Love you very very much. Hugs, Peg